Thank you to everyone who has left me a comment. It helps my heart and mind knowing so many people out there are compassionate and kind enough to leave me a message saying they are thinking of me and my family.
I know there are no words to truly express what one wants to convey or what one feels. I understand and know that. Your sympathies and kind words do their duty, as much as it feels like it isn't enough or the right thing.
this type of situation or how one feels.
I myself don't know quite what to say to people when they give their condolences. Except for a heartfelt thank you. So, thank you, from the bottom of my grieving heart. In time, I know all will be less painful. But for now, my family and I grieve.