My mom is dead

I got the dreaded call this evening (morning in the US) that my mom died of a heart attack today. I'm in shock, hurting, crying and in pain. I miss my mom! I'll never get to talk to her again! She will never get to meet any of my children. We won't get to go to Scotland together. No more knitted items from her. No more Skype calls with us sharing links of knitting stuff we like. She was too young to die. I'll never get to do anything with her again. I want my mom back!