19 May 2011

I caved

That's right, I couldn't help myself and I POAS. The result was a fast BFN. I'm not too disappointed yet*, as I know this is still quite early to test. But at least I've gotten the POAS-bug out of my system, for now. Six more days until I can officially test (as per doctor's orders).

*As the day has worn on, I've found my mood to be a bit melancholic and bleh-like. I hope it is just because of the rainy, cloudy weather and not related to my negative test. I'm trying to tell myself it is ok and that there is still hope.